Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not rely on your own insight. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make straight your paths.
Proverbs 3:5-6
Goggles and glasses, hats and helmets
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The boys love goggles, glasses, hats and helmets... I guess it's their version of dress up. So I thought I'd share a few photos of them, "dressing up."
Adorable!! I always loved glasses, goggles, helmets and hats too! ;D Can't blame 'em. Love the Mexican hat, too. Those boys have the right idea.
(P.S. Thanks for the reward, and your comment! I was absolutely thrilled. I'll edit my post on the poem soon, that way I'll explain it. Thank you so much!)
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(P.S. Thanks for the reward, and your comment! I was absolutely thrilled. I'll edit my post on the poem soon, that way I'll explain it. Thank you so much!)